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STONE FRUIT

by Left at London & g.rola

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1.
Every day is the first of the month. It’s whatever till it’s not. No tears, No pain, It’s just memories, & memories aren’t supposed to hurt you. Memories aren’t supposed to hurt you. I was once A lover A romantic that never recovered I lost all my faith In patience As is such When you’re constantly Under surveillance (I don’t have to worry ‘bout Every vice cuz Your addiction doesn’t help, Only mine does) (Sorry if you disagree, I’m in great health) Who cares? (If I gotta hurt this much) Yeah, I’ll just learn to count on myself I’ll just learn to count on myself yeah, It’s prolly nothing Everything is sunny If you want my life, then I prefer you take it from me I’m still in sweatpants. head start. Follow through. Yeah, I got chubby, Lost a lotta money, Love to be a loser, Only cuz you think I’m ugly Plus I’m clockier now I don’t got a Dick that you can monitize (Ah) Yeah… (I don’t have to worry ‘bout Every vice cuz Your addiction doesn’t help, Only mine does) (Sorry if you disagree, I’m in great health) Who cares? (If I gotta hurt this much) Yeah, I’m just gonna count on myself I’m just gonna count on myself
2.
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Every single Dress I have Is suddenly Too damn small I gotta Buy more But I’m afraid what I would look like Up a size more I’ve been a piece of shit I cannot leave my bedroom These lyrics get a bit predictable But I’ma write this type of song a couple times again like four or five more If I don’t like to smoke, Then why did I get high for? I tried to sell my cat, I thought “I might be dead soon” So thank you Katie, If you’re hearing this, it means that I won’t do it, & I’m sorry I don’t write more So why Does my heart break, so much Can it do something else? Oh, I don’t wanna live Like I do Like I always did I don’t wanna live If I do Something’s gotta give I don’t wanna live Like I do Like I always did I don’t wanna live If I do Something’s gotta give I don’t wanna be alarmist I don’t wanna be, Feel it hurt but I mean it in the best way in the best way in the best way If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day On the next day On the next day Feel it hurt but I mean it in the best way in the best way in the best way If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day On the next day On the next day Feel it hurt but I mean it in the best way in the best way in the best way If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day On the next day On the next day
3.
I know I should Pick up when my own mother calls It’s hard to know that she’s watching I have No choice I know my heart’s where it belongs I’m not in love but I’m falling I could use some better friends Better yet, a better lover Every time I text, she answers them Someone with feelings who can handle them Someone who’d never cheat on someone Just to get her to abandon them & i haven’t felt the same since I wrote “Make You Proud” & my father died Shortly after we played it Posted ‘bout it for engagements Felt guilty ‘bout it but I shrugged it off & said, “that’s entertainment” I know I should Pick up when my own mother calls It’s hard to know that she’s watching (“Honey, get off social media right now. Take a breath. Do something different. Are you stable enough to drive? Do you want to come over for dinner? Well you’ve always got an invitation.”) I have No choice I know my heart’s where it belongs I’m not in love but I’m falling (“Love you so much.”)

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Made within 24 hrs on October 15, 2022.

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released November 4, 2022

Written by Left at London & g.rola
Prod. by g.rola
Co-prod. by Left at London
Mixed by Left at London
Album art by Ulises Valadez Contreras

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