[Verse 1: Vera Much]
I know I should be glad you found me (glad you found me)
that’s why i’m glad you found me (glad you found me)
I just want you safe and sound (safe and sound)
I just need your arms around me
I just need your arms around me (arms around me)
I just need you around me
I hope that you get there
I hope when you get there
I hope that you’ll ask about me (ask about me)
I hope you find out about me
everything you wanna find
I hope they can tell you bout me
I hope that you have time
I know you need your time
You know i’d never lie,
Except for when i lie on you in the night
I know it’s alright cause you say it’s alright
[Chorus: Left at London]
I write for no one in particular
I sing for someone I may never meet, but
I would like to smile again,
I would like to kiss somebody & cry
[Verse 2: Left at London]
I give my heart out
only for it to break
I fell in love
It’s a beginners mistake
she told me “you can paint your anger,
But try to get my good side as well,”
But I’m running out of things
to say
I don’t need you, (I don’t need you)
But I need you, (but I need you)
If this the new you,
What did I teach you? (What did I teach you)
Saw you at the party,
but I couldn’t reach you (couldn’t reach you)
Said I missed you,
you said “good to see you”
& I wish I could recover,
I don’t love you anymore, yet
I don’t know if I can love again
But the crowds want a love song
But It doesn’t feel honest now the love’s gone
[Chorus: Left at London]
I write for no one in particular
I sing for someone I may never meet, but
I would like to smile again,
I would like to kiss somebody & cry
I write for no one in particular
I sing for someone I may never meet, but
I would like to smile again,
I would like to kiss somebody & cry
[Verse 3: Left at London]
But I haven’t felt that way in so long
& a love like ours was such a pleasant one,
But honestly my trust in love has faltered,
& now all I have’s regrets & gratitude
& if falling in love
is all that it takes
To make you love the world
You’ll be bitter when they go
Because even infinity in it’s entirety
Still can turn to nothingness
When it’s multiplied by zero
[Outro: Left at London]
I should be patient
I should be kind
But I don’t have energy anymore
I shouldn’t envy,
I shouldn’t boast,
But I don’t have energy anymore
I shouldn’t seek
The love for myself
But I don’t know how I could call it a day
I guess my love is conditional
I guess it’s harder to give it away
I should be patient
I should be kind
But I don’t have energy anymore
I shouldn’t envy,
I shouldn’t boast,
But I don’t have energy anymore
I shouldn’t seek
The love for myself
But I don’t know how I could call it a day
I guess my love is conditional
I guess it’s harder to give it away
(I write for no one in particular)
I should be patient
I should be kind
But I don’t have energy anymore
(I sing for someone I may never meet, but)
I shouldn’t envy,
I shouldn’t boast,
But I don’t have energy anymore
(I would like to smile again,)
I shouldn’t seek
The love for myself
But I don’t know how I could call it a day
(I would like)
You knew your love was conditional,
Why did you promise to stay?
credits
from Transgender Street Legend Vol. 2,
released September 25, 2020
Composition & Lyrics: Nat Puff & Vera Much
Production: Nat Puff
Mixing: Lunamatic
Mastering: Stephen Handy
Single Art
Photography & Editing: Nat Puff
Lyric Video
Cinematography: Nat Puff
Editing: David Tovar & Nat Puff
This album is honestly one of the greatest albums I've ever heard. Horribly underrated. Folky, raw, punkish, and heartbreakingly cryptic. Left At London
supported by 74 fans who also own “Safety First (feat. Vera Much)”
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
supported by 70 fans who also own “Safety First (feat. Vera Much)”
continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
The excellent new LP from Seattle’s Fotoform pairs the moodiness of goth with drifting dream pop melodies, resulting in bewitching songs. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2021