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count on myself
02:13
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Every day is the first of the month.
It’s whatever till it’s not.
No tears,
No pain,
It’s just memories,
& memories aren’t supposed to hurt you.
Memories aren’t supposed to hurt you.
I was once
A lover
A romantic that never recovered
I lost all my faith
In patience
As is such
When you’re constantly
Under surveillance
(I don’t have to worry ‘bout
Every vice cuz
Your addiction doesn’t help,
Only mine does)
(Sorry if you disagree,
I’m in great health)
Who cares?
(If I gotta hurt this much)
Yeah, I’ll just learn to count on myself
I’ll just learn to count on myself
yeah,
It’s prolly nothing
Everything is sunny
If you want my life,
then I prefer you take it from me
I’m still in sweatpants.
head start. Follow through.
Yeah, I got chubby,
Lost a lotta money,
Love to be a loser,
Only cuz you think I’m ugly
Plus I’m clockier now I don’t got a
Dick that you can monitize
(Ah)
Yeah…
(I don’t have to worry ‘bout
Every vice cuz
Your addiction doesn’t help,
Only mine does)
(Sorry if you disagree,
I’m in great health)
Who cares?
(If I gotta hurt this much)
Yeah, I’m just gonna count on myself
I’m just gonna count on myself
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2. |
XL
02:12
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Every single
Dress I have
Is suddenly
Too damn small
I gotta
Buy more
But I’m afraid what I would look like
Up a size more
I’ve been a piece of shit
I cannot leave my bedroom
These lyrics get a bit predictable
But I’ma write this type of song a couple times
again like four or
five more
If I don’t like to smoke,
Then why did I get high for?
I tried to sell my cat,
I thought “I might be dead soon”
So thank you Katie,
If you’re hearing this,
it means that I won’t do it,
& I’m sorry I don’t write more
So why
Does my heart break,
so much
Can it do something else? Oh,
I don’t wanna live
Like I do
Like I always did
I don’t wanna live
If I do
Something’s gotta give
I don’t wanna live
Like I do
Like I always did
I don’t wanna live
If I do
Something’s gotta give
I don’t wanna be alarmist
I don’t wanna be,
Feel it hurt
but I mean it in the best way
in the best way
in the best way
If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day
On the next day
On the next day
Feel it hurt
but I mean it in the best way
in the best way
in the best way
If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day
On the next day
On the next day
Feel it hurt
but I mean it in the best way
in the best way
in the best way
If I don’t, then I feel it on the next day
On the next day
On the next day
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3. |
“That’s Entertainment!”
01:24
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I know
I should
Pick up when my own mother calls
It’s hard to know that she’s watching
I have
No choice
I know my heart’s where it belongs
I’m not in love but I’m falling
I could use some better friends
Better yet, a better lover
Every time I text, she answers them
Someone with feelings who can handle them
Someone who’d never cheat on someone
Just to get her to abandon them
& i haven’t felt the same since
I wrote “Make You Proud” & my father died
Shortly after we played it
Posted ‘bout it for engagements
Felt guilty ‘bout it but I shrugged it off
& said, “that’s entertainment”
I know
I should
Pick up when my own mother calls
It’s hard to know that she’s watching
(“Honey, get off social media right now. Take a breath. Do something different. Are you stable enough to drive? Do you want to come over for dinner? Well you’ve always got an invitation.”)
I have
No choice
I know my heart’s where it belongs
I’m not in love but I’m falling
(“Love you so much.”)
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