Is it greener where you are now
Do you need it to be green
I could take over your garden
I just need to be seen
Is it beautiful, your garden?
Are there flowers where you stand?
Do you need them to be hidden?
I could give you a hand
Could I stay one
More
Night
Until I go home
It’s just one
More
Night
I swear I’ll be gone after that,
Till you come crawling back to me next
(Shit…
Fucked up in the crib
Talking to myself
Fucked up in the crib
Talking to my-
Talking to myself
Fucked up in the crib
Talking to myself
But what is myself
If I’m just trillions of single cells?
Fucked up in the crib
Talking to myself
Fucked up in the crib
Talking to my-
Talking to myself
Fucked up in the crib
Talking to myself
But what is myself
If I’m just trillions of single cells?)
Now I’ve been in therapy half my life &
I feel the same
I feel insane, daily
& I would do whatever just to get me through
& it
Doesn’t really work, like, that
but it helps,
If you wanted dishonesty,
You better see someone else
Believe me, I get it,
I’ve been struggling too
Not the greatest way to heal
But it’s something to do
Until
I’m put aside
Contrary to popular belief,
I tried
Eh
I’m terrified
One day I might know if it was
Justified
Eh
(Came from the dirt,
That’s where we’re going back
Came from the dirt,
That’s where we’re going back
Came from the dirt,
That’s where we’re going back
Grew it from the ground,
So hell yeah you know I’m
Smoking that)
…My friends are addicts,
Some are still, but some got sober
& I wanna say I’m jealous,
but it’s
been three days without,
& now I’m over it
I was so sure that
I’d be cured as I got older,
But it’s been 300 years,
& I
Still feel bitter, scared,
& inconsiderate
I’m put aside
Contrary to popular belief,
I tried
Eh
I’m terrified
One day I might know if it was
Justified
Eh
(Shit…
They never ask how the fuck he is, you know?
Shit.)
credits
from t.i.a.p.f.y.h.,
released June 4, 2021
Written by: Nat Puff, William Crooks
Produced by: Nat Puff
Drums by: Nick Villamizar
Mixed by: Nat Puff
Mastered for digital by: Jamvis
Contains a sample of “PF TEK FREESTYLE” by William Crooks from the EP Stretch Pink Hummer, courtesy of William Crooks
Special thanks to Helen Alpern for the title
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This album is honestly one of the greatest albums I've ever heard. Horribly underrated. Folky, raw, punkish, and heartbreakingly cryptic. Left At London
continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
The excellent new LP from Seattle’s Fotoform pairs the moodiness of goth with drifting dream pop melodies, resulting in bewitching songs. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2021